Fight Like a Girl

Hold your head high.....

"You just stand and be strong, 

and then fight like a girl. 

Oh with style and grace, 

Kick a-- and take names. " 

These are words from a newer country song by Bombshell called Fight Like a Girl. This song has been resonating all around me the last few weeks. I am not one that usually is superstitious or whatever too much but I am a strong believer in God putting things in your life for a reason. Everyone has so much going on these days and as you get older you realize all the battles and struggles people go through in life. The last year or so has been quite a roller coaster. So many things going on with or around me -- friends needing crazy surgeries, grandparents aging and you feeling helpless, the economy, my cousin's son who went through a traumatic brain injury and surgery at a few days old, my headaches (grand scheme not too bad). It is a lot to get a girl a little weighed down. Believe me I am totally aware of how crazy life has been for people and all the situations we find ourselves in. My job daily gives me a dose of how great my life is either things with patients or co-workers. So I feel blessed to have gotten where I am and to have good health (relatively speaking - haha). 

Throughout the last two years I have really changed quite a bit. I would say living on my own, dating, and simply growing up has taught me a lot about myself.  I have become independent but know my own strengths/weaknesses. Lately not sure if this one is good or not but quite out-spoken. I have been really trying to figure out where my life is headed and am I where I need to be right now....no particular part of my life just in general. There is so much out there to do and be done. I keep thinking that there is more out there for me to do before God sends me "that person" -- all totally based on God not sending him yet and wondering what I need to be doing so He will send him on. (Sorry a little humor was needed!!!)  So here I find myself in this "twilight" stage between the after school/college/career starting and family life/settling down. So I am doing what this song says....standing and strong - and yes thinking about kicking some butt and taking names;) 

Life in the fast lane...

Well it has been quite a week. My friends Lorin and Preston has their precious baby boy on Wednesday, June 17th. I had the honor of being the nurse on their delivery for baby James -- wow it is so awesome to be able to be there and witness such a blessing in a friend's life. He is doing great and is such an amazing little boy already. 

Then friday at work we were back to our normal pace and craziness (for those of you that haven't been around the last few months - the NICU has been really slow since last fall). It was hard to believe that we used to work at that pace 24/7 around the unit. It was nice to be busy because the day went by super fast!!! 

Also on Friday my best friend, Kristen, had surgery at Northside. Of course, the day I wanted to be able to sneak out and check on her from time to time the unit was crazy busy. Surgery went great and the cyst that was supposed to be about 14 lbs was 5 lbs and they didn't have to remove any of her ovaries - WHOO HOO!!! She is doing good and hopefully will be able to come home today or tomorrow to recover. 

So, now on this Father's Day I will start my busy day of going to my grandparent's farm in Locust Grove to celebrate with the English side. Following that I will go to my parent's house and celebrate Father's Day with my mom and dad there as well as Josh's 14th birthday.  Busy day but I love the days that I can surround myself with my family and be able to visit with the ones I rarely see. 

Life is good....here in the fast lane. Although, I know it only gets faster (words from my friends that have started their families). Happy Father's Day to all the dads out there!!!

Rescue

Update on the dog situation....

For those of you who don't know I am very indecisive. This is almost like a conversation with myself or vent session but seriously please comment and let me know what you think. I need clarity b/c I have been around and around in my head and getting nowhere. 

So a rescue organization (Labrador Friends of the South) I met a Petapalooza a few weeks ago contacted me to do a home visit for fostering. They came tonight and I was approved -- shocker b/c everyone wants you to have a fenced back yard -- obviously I don't with a townhouse. I told them my requests were: male, younger preferable puppy or young adult, good with kids and Callie (my dog), and chocolate or black (if possible). If I decide to go this route I would wait until I got back from vacation (July 4-10) to foster a dog. 

Option 2 - labradoodle (multigen) from Tennessee male (chocolate or black) that is non-shedding that is 12 weeks old that is $400 -- way cheap for a labradoodle. OH and those of you like me that are new to labradoodle puppies, they are usually about $1500-2300!!!! Craziness. '

So I am leaning towards a non-shedding dog due to allergies and honestly Callie sheds enough to keep me busy cleaning this house. I am open to anything -- adopting, rescuing, breeder, etc. I also have looked at Shih Tzus because Callie plays so good with my sister's dog Jefferson. So a little progress but not a decision  yet. Any insight or suggestions?

Dog vs. puppy

Ok this won't be a surprise to most but I have been looking for a companion for Callie for well over 6 months now. I was going to adopt a labradoodle named Duncan and that fell through at the last minute - I was heart broken because I got myself all excited for a month and a half. Well the last few weeks I have been applying to all different rescue organizations in the Atlanta area. Most will not approve me b/c I do not have a back yard. They can't say anything about work hours as a nurse because I have a dog walker - thanks to my great neighbor Dana and her daughter. So I started looking at breeders and searching. 

So (drum roll please)....I went to a labradoodle breeder today and bottle fed and played with potential future puppies. It was amazing!!!! I fell in love and cannot decide what to do now. There are 2 liters to choose from - one is 1 week old today and right around 1 to 1.5 lbs and the other is 2 weeks old and all 1.5 to 2.5 lbs. It is like feeding a preemie -- I know, I know but I can't help it b/c my dogs are my babies.  It is so much fun!!! I have the opportunity to be a guardian home for one of the puppies (male or female) and when the breeder is done using them it would be my forever pet. The puppy would live with me and I would raise it but occasionally go and "reproduce" and then come back home. You have to buy the puppy up front but after all is said and done -- the breeder would have the dog spayed/neutered and you get either your money back or 1st pick of another puppy. It is a great way to get a top notch dog for nothing (in the end) or a two for one deal. 

Or...I could wait and adopt/rescue a dog. I have been on this "roller coaster" for over 6 months and really tired of getting really excited just for the door to close. Everything happens for a reason and seriously this is not a huge life decision but it has been a hard few months waiting and being patient. If only I could go ask for a little egg and sperm and then find a donor and "walaa" a puppy for me!!! Oh and I know only NICU nurses are laughing at this -- so sorry for my humor. 

So please stay tuned for future details on a puppy or dog b/c seriously I am determined and focused now:)